I've been in denial for all this time.
I have to admit that from all of them,
You're the only one who could leave a hole in my heart with the longest time,
Usually I could heal and fix any damage easily,
but for this one,
even my logic and my pride couldn't overcome it.
I could only stop the bleed for a while,
not closing the wound.
I never knew that missing someone so badly could hurt yourself so much.
