The mini thesis... oh, it's so "happening" now...

oToday finally I had my Gastrointestinal system examination. (FYI, this system is worth 7 credits!)
Actually this exam was held on 30th December last year, but I was sick at that time so I couldn't follow it...

Fyuuh... A little bit of relieving... but one hour after I had an exam I got text message from my primary tutor for the mini thesis...

"How about meeting at A.4, on 07.30, tomorrow?"

Okay...
That will be my first meeting with him and then officially my "period of working on mini thesis" will start...

Hopefully I can finish my mini thesis before June and got an "A"... amiiin....

Quotes from "Juno"

Yesterday I just watched "Juno" movie.. I knew it's a little bit late... but late is better than never, rite? hehehe..

All I can say is that I really love this movie, even though friend of mine said that in a reality, if a teenage got pregnant before marriage, the story won't be as simple and sweet as in the movie. I love the acting of Ellen Page, I love the dialogs, I love the scenes and I love the soundtracks ^^

One of the dialogs that really stuck up in my mind is:

Juno MacGuff: Dad, it's not about that. I just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years.

Mac MacGuff: It's not easy, that's for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I'm proud to say that we're very happy.

Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

Juno MacGuff: I sort of already have

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Oh yeah... Now I'm definitely sure... that I've made the right choice :D

Favourite links

These are my 5 top favourite websites to click on:

1. Facebook: www.facebook.com
Okay... Everytime I get connection to internet, this is the first thing I always look-up. Hehehe. I made account in FB in around August 2007, but I just activated and keep update it since months ago. FB is like my social tool now, and I have a lot of fun in it by connect and stay in touch with my friends, make notes and got feedback, tagged in photos and comments, playing applications,ect... Mark Zuckerberg (creator of FB) is totally f*cking awesome to create this site and every features of it...

2. Google
I know it's lame, but who can live without this site? hahaha (Okay that's too much). I prefer google as my search engine web compare to others such as Yahoo or MSN... The results are just wider and more match to what I look for....

3. Wikipedia
As Professor Randy Pausch said, wikipedia is a reliable source because they have quality control like every real encyclopedia should has. I admit it, wikipedia has helped me many times and once I browse to know for something in it, I could end up in browsing many words, people, things, ect ect....

4. Zedge: www.zedge.net
Hehehe... this site has free stuffs such as wallpaper and themes to download for my phone.And it has many members hence the items almost keep updated everyday... It's really cool... ^^

5. NASA Earth observatory: http://earthobservatory.nasa.gov/
Nasa has Earth Observing system (EOS) which is a coordinated series of polar-orbiting and low inclination satellites for long-term global observations of the land surface, biosphere, solid Earth, atmosphere, and oceans. And they always update new interesting image everyday by tab "Image of the day" in this site. I check it out everyday, because their images are fascinating and show us "I've-never seen-before" thing. .. Such as Image of the day in 7 January 2009. It is image of Syria land covered with snow. Wow!

Nb: Actually there's other sites such as Youtube, Tempointeraktif, sjfullhouse and forum 13, ect... but I'm not access to them as often as the list above....

2009 or twothousandsnine?

Okay... This is my first post of Two-thousands-nine...

Initially, I want to write reviews of many restaurants and foods that I've tried recently... but for sentimental reason, I decided to write more thoughtful topic to be the first post -hahaha-

So.. 2009.....
I typed it in my lovely search-engine web (guess the name!!It starts with 'G'.hahaha) and I've got 2,030,000,000 results in about 0.16 seconds.

Because I'm still sane, Instead looking up all the results (And for a moment I wonder will there any person who crazy enough to do that) I chose to click at the top three:

1. 2009 - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2009

2.Calendar - USA - 2009 :www.timeanddate.com/calendar/index.html?year=2009&country=1

3.In This Year ... 2009: www.imdb.com/Sections/Years/2009/

I found some interesting facts in each of the link... Such as:
a. From wikipedia (Yeah, because this is wiki, actually it contain a lot of facts and info's):

• 2009 has been designated as International Year of astronomy, celebrating 400 years since Galileo used telescope for the first time to look up the sky.
• Many scheduled and predicted events of every month in 2009. One of the events in January that excited me is Annular Solar eclipse. I opened NASA website to look up for more details and: "Partial phases of the eclipse are visible primarily from southern Africa, Australia, Southeast Asia and Indonesia". Yeaay! They even give the table where you can see the exact time when the eclipse begin and max of eclipse could be seen in every city. In Bandung and Jakarta, the eclipse will begin at 08:20 and reach max at about 09.40. Hehehe..... I hope I won't forget to see it!

b. From calendar USA:

Huf... this site just show you the ordinary calendar 2009 -_-" but there is an interesting additional info. There are dates of each phase of moon in every month. In January you can see full moon at 10th.

c. From Imdb:

There are 6979 movie titles of 2009.... ooww yeaaah... Again, I will be sooo senseless if I check out all the titles....

That's all folks!!!

nb: maybe this post is actually not more important than food reviews (or maybe even less),,,, hehehehe

My sanctuary

I went back to my home at Saturday afternoon, mainly for celebrating eidul Adha.

And I already came back to Jatinangor this morning because there was lectures at 1 o'clock.

Huuh.

I really enjoyed my time with my family, being in home was almost like in a sanctuary.
When I was on my way to Jakarta, I carried heavy loads in my heart and my mind.
After 24 hours spending time in home, they were seems to be vanished like a mist.

I could really laugh, from the deepest of my heart.
I could really smile, not a fake one like I used to show to everyone recently.

Now I'm back with my loneliness, only accompanied by my room which becomes a silent witness for what I have done everyday.

The heavy loads are appearing again,
seducing me to let out the glimpse of tears from my eyes,
seducing me to scream and run to nowhere.


I wanna go home, again.
I need my sanctuary, now.

A Prayer

Tuhanku…

Aku berdoa untuk seorang pria yang akan menjadi bagian dari hidupku,
Seseorang yang mencintaimu lebih dari segala sesuatu,
Seorang pria yang akan meletakkanku pada posisi kedua di hatinya setelah Engkau,
Seorang pria yang hidup bukan untuk dirinya sendiri tetapi untukMu.

Wajah tampan dan daya tarik fisik tidaklah penting, yang penting adalah sebuah hati yang sungguh mencintai dan dekat dengan Engkau.
Engkau berusaha menjadikan sifat-sifat Mu ada pada dirinya,
dan ia haruslah mengetahui bagi siapa dan untuk apa dia hidup sehingga hidupnya tidaklah sia-sia.

Seseorang yang memiliki hati yang bijak tidak hanya otak yang cerdas.
Seorang pria yang tidak hanya mencintaiku tapi juga menghormatiku.
Seorang pria yang tidak hanya memujaku tetapi juga dapat menasihatiku ketika aku berbuat salah, Seseorang yang mencintaiku bukan karena kecantikanku tapi karena hatiku.
Seorang pria yang dapat menjadi sahabat terbaikku dalam setiap waktu dan situasi,
Seseorang yang dapat membuatku sebagai seorang wanitanya ketika aku di sisinya.

Tuhanku,

Aku tidak meminta seseorang yang sempurna,
Berikanlah seseorang yang tidak sempurna,sehingga aku dapat membuatnya sempurna di mataMu,
Seorang pria yang membutuhkan dukunganku sebagai peneguhnya,
Seorang pria yang membutuhkan doaku untuk kehidupannya,
Seseorang yang membutuhkan senyumku untuk mengatasi kesedihannya,
Sseseorang yang membutuhkan diriku untuk menjadi sempurna…

Tuhanku…

Aku juga meminta, buatlah aku menjadi seorang wanita yang dapat membuatnya bangga, Berikan aku hati yang sungguh mencintaiMu sehingga aku dapat mencintanya dengan sekedar cintaku,
Berikanlah sifat yang lembut sehingga kecantikanku datang dariMu,
Berikanlah aku tangan sehingga aku selalu mampu berdoa untuknya,
Berikanlah aku penglihatan sehingga aku dapat melihat banyak hal baik dan bukan hal buruk dalam dirinya,
Berikanlah aku lisan yang penuh dengan kata-kata bijaksana, mampu memberikan semangat serta mendukungnya setiap saat dan tersenyum untuk dirinya setiap pagi.

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan bertemu, aku berharap kami berdua dapat mengatakan, “Betapa Mahabesarnya Engkau karena telah memberikan kepadaku pasangan yang dapat membuat hidupku menjadi sempurna.”

Aku mengetahui bahwa Engkau ingin kami bertemu pada waktu yang tepat dan Engkau akan membuat segala sesuatunya indah pada waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Amin….

(This was taken form my friend's blog, Adelin Dhivi. She also took this writing from somewhere, but she forgot the source =D Actually I want to translate this one too, but in the middle of the process I became lazy to continue it... hahaha. Whoever made this writing, I really thankful to her. And I hope Allah could make this prayer come true to me... Amiin)

A little Heart ache (again) today

Few minutes ago,

I saw something which I don't expect at all ..

That photo.

I really hate it.

Why should he put it in that way?
What does he mean?

Am I just too stupid these days?
Or maybe he's (not the same person as above, of course) right...

I remember the text message which he sent to me couple of days ago...
" I have a feeling you will letting it flow instead control it. Please, stop it. You will regret, I'm warning you...."


Should I stop it now?
Or what?